my wrong

where did i put things i wasnt suppose to? where did i say the words that hurt you? where did i not give my purest?

let me correct my wrong. let me fill in the gaps where it was left empty. let me do right by you. let me do it right for myself.

now youre gone. its all gone. something i probably will never get back. and im left here, not a victim to love but a triumph of war. you ignited something deeper than any of us anticipated. and it probably scared the both of us, perhaps thats why you left. i dont think you or i will ever know why. and that is through not fault on either of us.

i never wanted anything more but to drown in ur arms and warmth. that comfort from just being held. that calmness from just being close to u. that sincerity from hearing ur heart beat.

even though it was never meant to be. even though we never spent as much time. even though we knew it would be temporary. even though i knew better to not let my emotions cloud my thoughts. even tho. i still miss you. and i hate missing you. because i know you probably have moved on and forgot about me. i should have known better.

we all have dark secrets we keep in the closet. for ourselves but also secrets on others. i certainly have mine.